All Roses in the End

6 days ago i didn’t know if i’d continue with this. I guess we know now

I promise to be less morbid than last week,to prove it here. Speaking of last week’s blog, i was really satisfied how it all turned out last week, while the thoughts have continued,the duration if them have lessened. Knowing now that they’re all collected into my little corner of the internet, allows my brain to take a breather. I was also touched last week, from the support i got off the back of talking about it,not just My number #1 Fan, but other college friends and a few from the access group. All in all, i’m happier now, than i was 6 days ago,it ain’t much but it’s honest work.

Just i case i’ve screwed myself over with a few dodgy blog posts(Closed for Business, i’m looking at you) what i’ll do for the next few weeks is stay on a similar path making sure i have enough to meet requirement. Like answering all 20 short questions in Leaving Cert Geography, when you only have to answer 10.

I think i’ve spent more time on the radio module this week than any other week. Not doing the assignment, i’m exempt,no way i’m gonna do it,i ain’t so swat. I’m an idiot,anyone whose read even one of these posts should see that by now. What i mean by “spent the most time” is doing what i’ve been best at this semester, helping others.

4 days jumping from chat to chat to help people with their audio, it was….. it was……..refreshing,i know, sound the Swat alarms. I helped a few people with Marky Mark Reily, being one and Erin Lally,whose crowned are teacher/student dynamic “The Dream Team”, well when she’s not referring to me as “my personal helper”, days of feedback, corrections,further corrections,emails,response emails,phone calls,video chats.Jesus H. Christ it was hell……i loved it though.Teaching two potheads how to adjust audio levels on April 20th (4/20), i swear was one of Hercules’s 12 labors, cause jesus fuck i was rattled. It was all worth it in the end.

Look at the student I’ve raised

I finished off my history Essay,today in fact. Months of reading about 17th century french women have finally reached it’s end point. I feel sad leaving history. It was by far and away my favorite subject throughout primary, junior and cert, the only subject i got a H1 in. I love studying history and i’m sure i’f i worked hard i wouldn’t be to far until i was in First Honors territory but it’s sad to leave it go. Like Andy leaving woody,i have to realize I’ve got to let go at some stage,but it’ll still hurt saying goodbye.

Now there’s only 2000 words of english between me and the end of the semester, i’ll have 4 days to write it,hard part is done already but god i’m so close i can spit at it.

That’s it for another week,i’ve spent 10 mintuts trying to think of a good outro, so fuck it,I’ve been Seán Pierre Vincent Finnan, you’ve been rading my blog, so as thanks i’ll say thanks.

P.S if my #1 Fan could not forget my present come September, that would be great.

Mind Yourself

Seán